Sunday, June 5, 2011

The sun came out today

Today I was convinced to go to a rodeo fair, as hesitant that I was to go, I had a nice time. I raised a glass with my friend Suzy in memory of my dad- the sun came out- there is not a shread of doubt that dad was behind the sun shining on us today.

I miss him on sundays - that was the day that we always spent together since I was a little girl. We'd go to movies, do breakfast, have dinner, go shoping or just hang out, go for coffee or a drink. I miss my sundays with my dad like crazy.

As time passes, I realize more and more that this is the time for some changes. The world has a mysterious way of working and the energy around me these days has been great. I feel a change happening within me and have seen direct results of some changes that occured. It feels good to know that the strength inside of me hasen't left me - it was dormant. I do feel the urge to take pictures and cook now, it's only been a month or so since dad was admitted to emerg and died, I feel that it's not long enough to mourn but I know that I cannot coocoon myself nor would dad want me to.

Raise a glass of something you love and toast to the best dad ever. Here's a pic of dad and I when I was little

Cheers

1 comment:

  1. Aw I love this picture of you two.
    Your dad was truly a lucky man to have an amazing, devoted daughter like you.
    Glad to hear you're finding patches of light. xoxo

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